Walking down the memory lane;

Sweetest:)

2012-01-30T01:19:00.001+08:00

Hi people! Woke up around 6am in the morning to help out @ grandma place. Hehe she hug me when I came!
So cute, I love her! All the way till 12pm then dad fetch mom to work and then to Tina mummy's place! Ate, shower over there and gambled! Won quite some! Uncle hwee seng is super cute:P
Mahjong and lost $8.40. Lucky won around $38 in blackjack cause I was the banker for 3 rounds. Hehe, cousy came and chit chatted w her. Both of us decided to go hk! So we use iPad to search for details till 7pm near 8pm.
Godpa fetched us to mrt and I went down to Serangoon to meet my dearest Younice! :)
Walk to Amk then took a bus to central to play pool! Chit chatted and camwhoreee! Miss this bitch of mine. Seriously! Date me out soon k? :)

She gave me a pink ring. So sweet of her. And I bought a wallet for her. Identically, I also have the same wallet but different color. So... I guess we are still young in heart^^v
I love every single thing today!

P/s : look at the tablets. So awful:(

2012-01-28T19:11:00.001+08:00

Happy girl much.
Xx

2012-01-27T01:31:00.001+08:00

I hope at the age of 18, these things will be granted.
1. Full Freedom
2. Start saving money for my future
3. Skills
4. Trust
More to be added if I think of it but now this is what I think of. And I really need all these.

Not right.

2012-01-27T00:47:00.001+08:00

Obstacle.....
Sometimes the things that you want the most isn't the thing that you need the most.
You are just another person.. Whom touches my heart all along. From the start to the end. It's always will.
And It'll always be. Because everyone is the same.......

Chinese new year!

2012-01-25T02:34:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New year everybody!
I love this season!
Day 1 starting of with all the visitation. Settled down at grandma's place. Then in the night went off to play billiard and off to t house to gamble.

Day 2 gambling at dad side grandma place. Ate and ate non-stop.
To uncle's place. Ate again.
Home. And i ate again.

^^v

Life xx

2012-01-20T01:16:00.001+08:00

This cny, got a new haircut and probably new style. :>

Just had steamboat>haji lane for shisha. Though it's a short one but am glad everyone enjoyed. Life's cool with great company. Chinese new year in another 2 more days. How awesome. I can't wait for ang bao's and my fav bakwa. Hope my cough will get well. So that I won't scare everyone off on cny. God bless xx
With love.

Growing up..

2012-01-20T01:15:00.001+08:00

In a blink of an eye, I'm reaching 18 year old in another 4 month and 1 day.
From a kiddy infant>child>teenager>young adult.
Time really passes fast.
I have learnt how cruel this world is. I have learnt a lot from this world. I was taught to face the reality in order to overcome the difficulties.
Things weren't easy at times.
But of course with good company and family around, things were much easier.
I wonder..

Fate.

2012-01-12T02:14:00.001+08:00

I don't know who truly cares for me but I know whoever that try hard to help me are those who really cared.
I thank all who actually does that.

I'm happy and I truly treasure every single one of you.

Xoxo

Happy 2012!

2012-01-07T02:16:00.001+08:00

That's how I ended my 2011!
2 more days.. Results will be out, anxiety is back again.
Let's hope everything will be in place and stop falling apart for now.
Well, 2012 is a new beginning. I'll be looking forward to everything.
It will be better than 2011. Whatever that happens in 2011, please stay.
Goodnight all! :)

2011-12-31T00:32:00.007+08:00

Hello all! 2011 is ending in another 1 day time. Every year, i would do a new year resolution so i guess this year is not an exception right?
Many things had happened this year. From family, school, friends, financial, church and etc.
Especially this year is our O levels and its our last year in secondary school.
I swear i studied real hard.
I miss schooling.. and now we are moving forward to tertiary life.
I really don't bear......

2011-12-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hi guys im back. Finally got out. But indeed I had loads of fun there.
I kinda miss every single one of them there... all the jokes we had and the laughters.
Really miss them. And thats' one of my regret.

My school is starting in another 1 month plus. Recently life is quite epic and hectic for me to handle. I am living my life in an aimlessly way. I need to pause and take a break.
I am actually very tired. Who will actually stops and ask, "are you alright?"
This is because no one knows it even if you say it.

I am really tired from all these. Tolerating.. and tolerating..
I don't know when all these is going to stop but i just know that i have to do it no matter what.
Sometimes when you do so much for people and they don't even appreciate the things that you do for them. All they know is to treat you for granted. All these are really very tiring.
I just hope... one day... maybe at least.. once. They appreciate the things that you do for them.

Enough of ranting. I need to sleep. goodnight! :)

OH YAY.

2011-11-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

Been going out with all of them! They are such a wonderful/cool/fun clique!
How we celebrated our last paper?
We went down to sign our contract as all of us will be working @ salvatore ferragamo.
We had our dinner @ seoul garden.
Then all of them came over to my house except youhao and chunkiat joined us!
Joel and chunkiat camwhored with my laptop. HAHA.
Dad ordered pizza for them and renae helped me with my hair!
I am VVVVV satisfied with my colour.

Okay, byebye. Im off to other things :)

Semi-break!

2011-11-10T00:45:00.001+08:00

I'm currently left with 2 more papers.
Life's awesome!
I feel so accomplished during this few days.

Going out to enjoy, shopping,singing,guitar and piano!
Went down to town to look for secure jobs first. At least I know this holiday will be a meaningful and enjoyable one.

Almost done every single thing that I wanted to do after O's. I'm still lacking of some really important things to do.

At the same time, life is filled with ups and downs. Things aren't going smoothly either. But am thankful for people who stood by me!

Pray hard for tmrw Chinese paper and Friday's interview:)

Goodnight all!
With much love,
Evelyn

2011-11-04T00:53:00.001+08:00

Finally, today is our 3rd last paper which is social study and after that is our semi break! I'm going to hit my bed now so that I have more rest in order to conquer with ss paper!
Goodnight! :)

2011-10-29T02:12:00.001+08:00

Suddenly have this urge to blog.
Mathematics paper have official ended. Hope that moderation will not decrease the number of A's.
*PRAY HARD

The following week will be a hectic week for us. Just truly hope all these years of effort that I have planted in would not be wasted.

Followed by a week of relaxing papers and O levels officially end! :)

A series of enjoyment are coming up!
Woohoo:)

2011-10-26T23:28:00.001+08:00

Let's see... Another 18 days which is around 2 weeks and 4 days, O level will officially end. I detest saying 'after o then say' or 'o level occupy my time'. It's nearing. I just need to endure and 5 years of my life in secondary
school is ending..
Tomorrow is our math paper 1, our 2nd paper. Everything must go smoothly tomorrow.
Good luck and all the best to everyone. :)

2011-10-23T22:51:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is officially the start of O levels! And two more weeks later, I can enjoy!!!!~ you reap what you sow. Daddy lord will bless me for what I've sow.
A series of ferly happiness have happened recently.
I'm on my way home back from
Studying now. I will get plenty of rest tonight!
So, goodnight to all of you and all the best to people who are taking O's too! :)

O levels;

2011-10-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow marks the start of O levels. I am a little worried or rather scared.
Anxiety just hit me before tomorrow's exam. Just pray hard that tomorrow, everything will be smooth. And the most important thing Is my health. I really don't want to fall sick before exam. I'm going to hit my bed soon.

Don't listen~

2011-10-15T08:59:00.001+08:00

5 more days to O level practical!
9 more days to the start of O level paper.
At this kind of rate. How to pass with flying colours?
Xx

2011-10-13T15:01:00.001+08:00

Doing this for myself, not for anyone else.

2011-10-13T15:00:00.001+08:00

Mistakes - we all make them. Sometimes, if we are lucky, an eraser will do the trick, and we can rub it across the page, wipe away the dust, and what is left of our careless mess is a hardly noticeable smudge.

2011-10-12T20:30:00.001+08:00

13 more days..

2011-10-11T16:34:00.001+08:00

Let's hope O's will hurry be over. So that every single one of us won't suffer anymore. After so many things that happened, I finally understand one fact..

2011-09-24T22:19:00.001+08:00

You don't even care so... Why should I?

Perhaps....

2011-09-23T23:05:00.001+08:00

24 hours of marriage

2011-09-12T01:24:00.001+08:00

This post is a MUST to post even though it's late!

Just attended a blissful wedding. Been busy for the whole day! Everything is sincerely worth it even if tomorrow is exam. Though we woke up around 6.30am for the wedding matrimony but it's really worth it.

I swear it's really enjoyable. Especially sitting with all your ex cell group members!

I miss every single one of them so much. Hope to meet up with them after O's.
The wedding was freaking amazing! The food to ball dance to photography. It was damn awesome! I really enjoyed myself. Tonight was a good night.
Last but not least, Xiuzhen and Ivan have a blissful marriage!

Goodnight!

Sigh

2011-09-11T00:18:00.001+08:00

Wtf. Can your fucking understand?
Everytime also my fault. This nor that.
No one ever place themselves in my fucking shoes. Fuck. Bye.

Who?

2011-09-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

If I don't save myself, who is going to save me?
Talk is easy but actions is difficult.
Effort will pay off. It will.

2011-09-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

It've been so long ever since i updated my blog.
Say hello to my 1 week holiday! Its arriving in another 1 hour's time.
I'll enjoy myself to the maximum with my books.
I MUST STUDY, I LOVE STUDYING.
Just bought a speaker from it fair. Enjoying my song now.
Tomorrow i've to go back to school for lessons :(
Looking forward to this week.

See you :)

2011-08-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

Who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting jars of heart.

Hi, I fall sick. So restless and feeling so zombie. Looking at the amount of capsules i've to eat. Blue green yellow red white :'(

Bye...

Fullest.

2011-08-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes god just throws a question and
ask you to answer it.
Life's short. Just live your life to the fullest.
Do what you are capable of.

Understand?

2011-08-04T17:14:00.001+08:00

Every single day without fear...
I hate staying home.

Incredibly experience,

2011-07-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Few days ago, received a called from nyp. They said I got shortlisted for dpa and need to go down for interview. So... The interview is today.
Afterall, It was an incredibly experience. Before that I was feeling jittery all over. But after awhile, I managed to calm myself down.
My academic results kind of pulled me down. But overall, it was successful. I manage to stay calm and answer all the questions that they asked. I think I talk more then them except the question part. But after that he kind of said things like don't be devastated if you didn't get chosen for this course. And things like you can come and look for us after you get your o level results. Perhaps it's like a hint to me?

Overall, I'd treat this like a good experience.
It's nice stepping out of your comfort zone to do things which you have yet to tried. Pray hard. :-)

Why?

2011-07-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

Life is unfair.
Why must it happen to someone whom I loved the most? This year may be the toughest year that i've ever encountered.
I find myself so useless. Seeing you sitting there yet I can't even do anything to help you. Seriously..... Seeing you so upset. My heart break a trillion for you.
Please be well. I love you. I'll be strong........

With love,
Evelyn.

LOST.

2011-07-18T23:32:00.005+08:00

Tonight is a tiring day and a bad day for me.
I just don't feel like doing anything..
I've just realize that i've walk the wrong direction.
I feel that i am taking the wrong path.
What is with studying when you don't even absorb a single thing at all?
Sum up of my post...
I am just feeling lost.

This is actually very tiring...

distractions....

2011-07-17T19:10:00.003+08:00

Currently using my lappy, life really suck with all the distractions around me.
When i need distractions, it will not be in need. And when I do not need distractions, it will purposely be around me. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?!

Time to switch on my aircon, with some music.
XOXO.

delicated to buds4life,

2011-07-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

I miss just the four of us. We used to be like this. Crapping, chatting, slacking, ranting, playing, making, baking, flying, jumping, climbing, smacking, crying, laughing, hugging, spamming........
I miss it all.... I miss it. Miss those times at macritchie, sengkang open air flying kite, henderson waves, touring around haji lane, picnic, punggol end all those moments...
Camping for each others' birthday till late nights. Celebrating and planning.
All of these above.... do we still have a chance to do it again?
I don't want to wait for another 5 years more..

Sometimes, the past can't be back again. But i just want to tell your....
I cherish those times back and i really enjoyed every single process.
I don't know if your still read my blog but... i miss buds.

With much love,
Evelyn.

Viruses

2011-07-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

My immune system suck. After so long.. Finally I feel that I'm going to fall sick. Not happy with that. I don't want to fall sick... My brain is going to be blown off. Having a headache now.
Sigh. God bless me.
I don't want to fall sick....

it is in your hands

2011-07-11T17:59:00.003+08:00

I am terribly upset right now. I just flunk my chinese oral. What was I thinking at that time?
The only thing i can do now is learn from mistake.
나는 여전히에 있습니까?
과거의 것입니다
:)

Wipe away my tears, lift me when i fall.

2011-07-10T20:46:00.006+08:00

Since I am using my laptop so i have decided to blog.

Something to share with all of you, Jayess Lee came over to our church yesterday. The testimony of their life really touches me. They sang with their angelic voices. I was so impacted by them.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvvATSVcPqs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6u7Ps5SpzXA&feature=related

Weekend is ending, my week was so packed. I didn't even have time for myself.
I wished i have more time. I am looking forward to this upcoming week.
And tomorrow is chinese oral. Wish me good luck! :P

I think i am falling sick soon. Anyway, all the best to all of them who is taking O level chinese oral tomorrow.

Thanks for motivating me.
I will never do that again.

What are dreams?

2011-07-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

Have you always dreamed that your life would be bigger and more fulfilling than it is?
It is never too late to make your life the one you dreamed it would be as a child.
What really interest me that im willing to give up everything for it.

Recently, I've been thinking whats' my ambition. This thought of mine really stucked in my mind. What are "dreams" actually? And why do we have dreams?
Literally, everyone have dreams. But the problem is does dreams come true?
Some people think that if we work hard, we'll be able to chase our dreams.
But.... how?

It doesn’t matter where I run, You’re there for me
It doesn’t matter what I’ve done Your love’s for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace.

2011-07-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

Im trying to find that photoshop picture that i created few years back... i can't seem to find it..
:(

Never,

2011-07-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

Evelyn, please don't break down @ this timing.
Don't break down....

Lock my heart.

2011-06-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I'll neglect my space for awhile.
With much love.

So many pairs of eyes.

2011-06-25T22:37:00.001+08:00

Good morning, I'm quite tired nowadays. I need more sleep. So I'm going to sleep back once I blogged.

Okie dokie, i've many goodies to kickstart my day. Will be out at night for some session later on. Gotta enjoy! :)
I'm a lazy girl.......

Bye-bye :)

So many pairs of eyes.

2011-06-22T10:53:00.001+08:00

Love the way it is,

2011-06-22T10:49:00.001+08:00

Hihihihihi^^v, I'm back again!! Okay this week is really a wonderful week. 我喜欢!

Had healthy subway for lunch today. I don't mind having subway again!
Dinner was so awesome. Josh is always the lamest. Had tons of fun with them today. And pool with Vanessa and neo.
Fun :)))

And, on friday met up with my primary school mates like finally! And, was in hospital. Haha, anyway my homework is almost done. Gotta complete those that is half done like now? Yay! :)

Missing charrrrmanders!

Love the way it is,

2011-06-19T00:59:00.001+08:00

One heart,

2011-06-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hihihihihi^^v, I'm back in singaland. I was at eastcoastland for the 2 days with JOL. I miss charmanders so much. Had too much fun and the proposed was a success! I had 1 hour of sleep and 5 minutes of power nap. It was powerful. Because it helps me to endure for 2 days. Spell AWESOME.

The breeze woke me up in the middle of the night @ 4am. It really killed me right on the spot. Looking back at my schedule book....

Bye.

2011-06-14T02:25:00.002+08:00

Dear space,
Thoughts are back. Just got back home from outside. I'm so lazy to pack my stuffs. I'm leaving this abundant place for 3 days for quietness.
I will have fun for sure! Eggcited for tomorrow.

happy girl.

2011-06-12T23:52:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so warm, think i had mild sunburned though the sun was not really hot!
Just got back home from sentosa not long ago. Sorry that i've abandoned my space for days. Happy girl alert* YAYYYY.
Something quite warm hearted happened today.
Goodnight, :D

I'm never gonna try again,

2011-06-10T12:26:00.001+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday, too busy!
Well...I'm learning apologize now, gotta master it well. And I had yummy French toast yesterday. Delicious! :)
Aye?

I feel the touched again.

We,

2011-06-09T00:33:00.001+08:00

We keep our feelings to ourselves.
We suffers in silence.
We.....

Forever and always be there for you.
Hope you'll get to see this stalker.
:)

Fearless,

2011-06-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

Had English oral today, it was so screwed?
They even messed up the systems.
And Jingtung came over after oral. We had fun with our instruments.
It was so fun, I swear. Then Starbucks and wendy's w the abuser. Wendy's have awesome food (Y)
Abuser was super mean. I froze right on the spot.
Gss is super tempting now.... I wanna go... Opi sale too.
Everything can wait, i should jolly well know what is my main priority.

I'm always making the same few mistakes.
Forget it.

There's always....

2011-06-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

first time in everything you do.
And I went ahead for altar call today.
It was amazing, this magical feeling...
I was burned by the warmth of it. It's worth! :)

Man, i finished my book, its a happy ending^^v

Dreams~

Lost of directions,

2011-06-04T12:44:00.002+08:00

I am lost. Who is going to find me back?
How am I suppose to pick myself up?
I really lost my sense of directions.
Targeting it aimlessly.. I've no motivation at all.
What am I suppose to do? Study?
Confused and im seriously losing myself..

I guess it's all the negative effects of 'before O's.
I'll be alright..... I'll be back.

Sorry for another emotional post.

2011-06-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

I just got a shocked. I was leaning my head against the wall. And suddenly voices starts to appear.
Scare me to the death. I thought my wall can talk. Actually it's my dad, talking next door.

Sometimes, life is so tiring when you pile yourself up with things.
I can't stop complaining that I'm really tired. I really need a rest right now.
But, I can't bear to give myself a rest... Because time doesn't allow me to.
Maybe I'm in the wrong.. Because I really give myself a hard time.

And, I can no longer feel if I did study or not. Because, I've lost my sense of emotions.
What's wrong?

Sorry for being emotional.

June,

2011-06-01T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hate June holidays, it suck so much. Just came back from school. Delayed by an hour.

And did I mention that I injured my leg? The state is really bad.I hope it will recover soon...
Sigh?

Another thing is, my eye sight is failing.
I need more rest. I'm worn out.

Okay, I got to go again, don't want to waste time.

I need more endurance.

Sorry.

Endure,

2011-06-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

I must endure! Just hope that I won't break down. Science camp have started successfully. Such a long hour, from 8.20am to 5.30pm. Tomorrow, there will be another session and two days of lesson. And next week, extra lessons for me.
And now I'm mfking pissed off by my bookshelf. All of the sudden, the books starts topple down by itself. And when I put it back the second time, it dropped down again. So pissed! Feels a little creepy too. But whatever. Not in the mood now. Shall go sleep, night.

No time,

2011-05-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

Time really waits for no man. SIGH!
I wish time can really be extended.
I guess I need to have some self discipline and time management.

By then.

2011-05-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

15minutes and another 7hours more to the start of o level Chinese! I know everyone is like me, having the tense up and before exam anxiety.
Just remember to do your very best for it! Jiayou!!! I'm actually quite confuse now. Don't know what is wrong with my mind. Need a remedy. But yeah, it will all go away by tomorrow morning. I believe in miracles. And I hope everything will go smoothly for each and everyone of us tomorrow! I really don't want to regret, I just want to give my best shot for it.

With love,
Evelyn.

Hope I can walk tomorrow.

Worn out,

2011-05-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

Stalker, this is for you! Stop grinning. And don't punch me. This is reality :>
with much love,

Best wishes. I miss the other two girls :'(

Hope.

2011-05-26T15:45:00.007+08:00

Came across this phrase when i was reading, letters to sam. This book is really awesome.
It says, giving to others is most precious when it is done quietly and selflessly.
We can never describe how much things we do for others despite the situation.

I've just realized how boring my post were.
And, do you remember the three hobbies that i've mentioned on my previous post?
Im really addicted to it.
1. Piano
2. Karaoke
3. Reading
I love weekends the most. Weekdays are such a bore. Leisures are the best.
Anyway, intensive chinese is ending and O level chinese is coming. Its... in another 4 day's time. I don't know what to say.. i just need encouragement. Im feeling so bloody stressed up now.

But thinking of after O levels, the things that we can do is seriously worth it.
Just hope that all my hardwork and effort would pay off instead.
:)

I'd never be one you'd always wanted me to be.

2011-05-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

I've three new hobbies and I'm loving it so much.
Fml for so much this afternoon when I came back home...
So much for it... Despite everything.
Sigh? Okay, gotta go. I need to do my stuffs.
:)

Thankyou :)

2011-05-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the wishes all (:
Thank you for all of the surprise that you all gave me. I caught my first fish right on the start of 17th birthday. And i got what I wanted.
It was real awesome yesterday. Stayed till late night even though it was tiring where I've tuition the next morning but it was all worth it.
It was really spendid. I really love all. Together we stay as one.
Thanks for the series of earrings that is added to my collection, Sarrah dessen- just listen

( I know you will read this you stalker :) ), carebear and banana. Hahaha, love it :-*
with much love;

:)

I'm over-tired.

Feels like....

2011-05-20T04:05:00.002+08:00

It's just like a normal day afterall.
:-)

Demoralizing,

2011-05-18T17:19:00.004+08:00

I swear this year is the most demoralizing year ever. Just got back our results. Feeling super devastated. Really disappointed with myself. What's wrong? And I found the reason that caused it.. Its myself.
Need to buck up, need to work double hard. :)
People that get back disappointing results, don't fret anymore. Try again, try harder :)

Awesome.

2011-05-16T20:58:00.001+08:00

My favourite.
"There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you'd better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you'll never understand what it's saying."
- Sarah Dessen

Currently watching vampire diaries and enjoying my yogurt.
Life's cool.

Starbucks craze.

2011-05-15T23:17:00.004+08:00

Good news/ Bad news.
Im addicted to starbucks. I can go starbucks for one whole week w/o fail.
As well as my $-$ is flying into it.
After 16-20 May, i'll try to go for a hiatus. ( I'll try my best.)
-
Music have become my best companion nowadays. And im addicted to sarah dessen book.
And i really times bs!
-
Oral exam tomorrow, im so not prepared for it. :)
No one love monday(s). Holidays (Y)

I hate coughing non-stop.

inas.

Passionate,

2011-05-15T01:02:00.003+08:00

Sometimes its good to try out new stuffs.
And, I tried out something new today. And its totally unexpected of me to do so.
Seriously, it was really unexpected of me.
I feel proud of myself. And i feel happy today. :)
T.G.F.I (at least i gained experience :) )

I really do..

2011-05-10T12:16:00.002+08:00

3 more days and exam is over. I can't wait for it to end.
I'm so tired nowadays........ :(
If only someone could understand how i feel now...

I think cyber life is seriously taking away all of my time. I need to control.
Watched black swan yesterday, and somehow, i don't really like it.
But the conclusion is amazing.

Went some place yesterday.
It was meaningful. Seeing smiles on their faces made me realized how fortunate I am.
:)

Utmost desire,

2011-05-09T11:41:00.004+08:00

I miss you chering :)
I love holidays especially during exam period. Recently, i've been sleeping late.
And waking up early, I like this! :-*

Sometimes, just follow your heart..

Love you mommy,

2011-05-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

Elections for party tense up the whole atmosphere. Amazing. Singapore is so happening nowadays :)

Happy mothers day to all the mama!
Love you mommy! :)

Maybe..

2011-05-03T16:40:00.004+08:00

i tried. I failed. I tried even harder. But i failed again...
because i've realized.....

the truth hurts...

When life gives you lemon, made lemonade;

2011-04-20T21:02:00.002+08:00

I can do it.
Step on it, look forward, live your life to the fullest. :)

I love you,

2011-04-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Stay positive, we will go through it together. :)
Perhaps.

Because,

2011-04-16T18:39:00.001+08:00

Everything happens for a reason.

T.G.I.F

2011-04-16T18:38:00.001+08:00

On my way to commendation day now, it's our last time attending commendation day. Hope it will not turns out to be as boring as before.
:)

When your heart sings t.i.r.e.d

2011-04-12T17:54:00.005+08:00

Utterly sorry to my friends. Been so grumpy nowadays.
I should not rant so much. I want to pick myself up from all the setbacks.
Because MYE is seriously coming soon. Need help for my sciences. Urgh.
And my bro have so many nice movies on his computer.
*grins, its time for some movie indulge.

My love,

2011-04-09T14:39:00.006+08:00

Because of this, it teaches me how to hang on, when I was about to give up. Much love. xx don't bother to give a damn anymore...

HOW NICE.

2011-04-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

I-"love"-this-week-seriously! We had a sports week instead of a study week. Wednesday we had NAPFA 5 STATIONS. Thursday PE and NETBALL. AND FINALLY, TOMORROW, CROSS COUNTRY. IM SERIOUSLY ACHING ALL OVER MY BODY. IM NOT JOKING. Get prepare for my 'funeral'. I swear after all this, im going to ache for weeks. BYE.

Impacted?

2011-04-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wished I'm brave and courageous enough to face the truth rather than running away from all the facts. I've a reason for doing so. Because running away from it hurts more than facing it.
Xx

Don't judge,

2011-04-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

I wish my brain is made of this. So i can remember all the notes carrefully. I just finished my work so i'm going to blog a little more. Currently listening to 'baby you know' song from big momma movie. Its quite meaningful. And i happen to see this MV song called break away from big mama. Its a korean band btw, all of them changed so much. I think the video was taken since a few years ago. Back then, all of them were so slim. Will this happen to us? :/ Pray not. Xx Off to study and do some revision, goodnight world! Break away.

I don't want to spell g.i.v.e u.p.

2011-04-01T20:52:00.004+08:00

Happy April Fool's Day! AND, TGIF! :) Sometimes, school is really stress. Even if you did study for your test. Yet you still failed terribly. But whatever it is, I just want a simple life now :) Celebrated coach birthday yesterday! And, I ran 4 rounds and had netball match after school. It was fun! :) xxx

Beautiful.

2011-03-27T02:35:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty awesome. Took an initiative to download dota back. And blue screen came out. End up got pissed off with my drivers because it is the old version. Wanted to fix it but I don't know how. Went out today. Had fun. :)

Awesom-est

2011-03-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

Really miss those people up there and that includes all the ex W461 people.
Went for grand opening last saturday. Service was great with all the celebrations and sermon.
Updating using my desktop now, been long ever since i on my computer. Amazing.
And today is friday, TGIF. But imma at home now. I need a shopping remedy, who is with me? :)
Well, this week was tiring, hectice and epic? I managed to doze off for social study lesson this morning when Mr ko is teaching Venice.

#I pray for world peace without any nature disasters. XX

7-teen for my life,

2011-03-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

After may, it marks up my life of being a young 7-teenager. Was thinking about it when I was randomly bored.

7-teen of my life,
I've not accomplish many things yet.
There are still many things to be done.
I dislike saying live our lives to the fullest now because time is running out. We can no longer live our life to the fullest. We can only walk step by step.
Last time, I've never truly treasure one day(24/7) because I thought I'll have loads of time. But now, after so many things, I've realized that time is really running out. If we do not treasure it, it will be gone.

Shall stop for the negative side.
On the positive side, I'm
Happy that I'm still not late. Im
Still able to fulfill those 'lost' times that I've lose. :)

Whatever it is, I've realize march is such a bad/sad month. So, cheer up to those people. May the next month be a joyful one to you.
Goodnight and bye :)

Hi world,

2011-03-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

I've officially gave up on you. I will never make you my priority when you have never ever made me as your priority. Thanks for everything, I really had enough.

Appreciate,

2011-03-06T23:43:00.001+08:00

It's all about my thoughts,
P/s: it's going to be long winded.

Oh how strange it is. At different stages of life we often look back because of those wonderful memories we used to have. Those nostalgic laughters and fun in the beginning years are almost vanishing. Because of our hectic lifestyles, time commitments, important people and etc. Through all the sacrifices that we gave. But I don't blame things to occur this way.
Because I know more things are coming along our way :)

Peace out xx

Who are you?

2011-02-26T10:31:00.001+08:00

Dad says, from the things that you do and the way you act can see through what is your personality like. He's correct.

Write a new post

2011-02-07T19:30:00.001+08:00

Here to write a new post. Hello everyone, happy Chinese new year! God bless and love all! Haha, I am feeling so...... happy! With all the blessings ESP the money and bakwa. This year everyone says that dogs are really lucky. But I don't really feel that way. Cause this Chinese new year I never really win money from any gambling sessions I have. I'm seriously doubting myself now. Okay, bye people.

Disappointed

2011-01-29T19:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes this kind of feeling just came
out of no where. Getting almost used to
It. Really wonder what should we do after the match. Last year, we did the same thing. This year history repeat itself again. I didn't utter a single word doesnt mean i am not sad. Just feel those kind of indescribable feeling. Because we are humans, we ain't perfect, we need to seek help from others. :)

Who to confide?

2011-01-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

I used to have people whom I can talk to, but everything changed. I have no ideal person to talk to now..... I could only... Talk to myself in my dreams... Thinking of all the circumstances and difficulties of how my friends are busy with, I do not have the courage to talk to them. I can't mustered enough courage to talk..... So.....
Who can I talk to? :(

Busy like a bee,

2011-01-23T16:21:00.001+08:00

When im young, i wish to
grow up faster. But when i've already grown up, i wish im still young. Sometimes, i really wonder.... why is everybody so busy with their own things. And, they are willing to forsake their love ones for 'them'.

Sometimes, I'd the verge to give up.

2011-01-22T13:31:00.001+08:00

Been a long while ever since I blogged. I'm blogging through my phone now. My eyes are almost closing.
Just feel like blogging out my feelings today.

Today I'd a special kind of feeling.. Perhaps its a unique one. It's so nostalgic. It's the fourth time, I went shopping alone. I had never felt the loneliness feeling before. But today I feel it all... Nevertheless, i love shopping at 313. It never failed to cheer me up.

Sometimes I find that once you lose the passion, it'd be hard to get it back. I'm trying my best now to get my passion back..

However, school was alright for me. Just that, ever since school started I've no time for any leisure at all. Every single day without fail, I will definitely, stay up late for homework. This shows how hectic is seconday five.

I have rant enough, my eyelids are closing. Goodnight.

Undeniable scenes,

2011-01-13T22:31:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wished I could rewind time. I wish, I could go back to the day when I didn't found out about it. Perhaps it's all fated, and it's time to let go. I should not hold on to it anymore. A moment that is not worth at all.. Evelyn, just forget it...

Next year, this time, it's our turn.

2011-01-10T17:23:00.001+08:00

Today, I feel so jittery. You guys should know what event has taken place. Yes, it's the O level results that are out. One word to the whole scene it was so 'scary'!
Perhaps it's because during N level results day, I didn't collect my results personally thats why I feel the nervous feeling! Thoughts are running all over my mind now, because I witnessed the scene of people crying... I wished I could give them a warm comfort and a pat on their shoulder but.... I just don't know how to. I like the way they smile widely to their results too.
P/s: Anyway, don't fret over it anymore, maybe a few days or whatsoever. Move on, lead your way, look forward because I believe everyone can do it! :)

I'm who I'm now because of you.

2011-01-08T12:42:00.001+08:00

Humans tends to change because of all the surrounding around them. I've sense all the drifting. And now we have to learn to adapt with changes. Though it's hard but at least we tried. Hope 2011 will be a good year ahead. Sometimes I just hate trying....

2011,

2011-01-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hello, im back in action for blogging. Hmm.. so what are my new year resolution.
Probably, save more money, study hard for O levels, be happy every single day w/o fail, get tons of hongbaos for CNY this year, have fun with all my friends, stop falling sick etc.
I know i've have endlessly of new year resolution. Oh most importantly, i must find back my passion for netball and play well for tournament AND get into second round.
(Wait a minute, i want to mush on my famous amos cookies that i bought from genting.)
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Work at christmas MAGIC has ended not long ago. I felt like i've no life though but i do miss working!! Getting crazy customers every single day w/o fail when there's thumbdrive around. Wrapping presents, laughing at each other, everything is so reminscing. I miss everything in 2010. Seems like time files.... Just 3 more days and school's going to start. Oh so fast~

GOODBYE 2010, HI 2011! :)
I pray that all the bad stuffs will just remain in 2010.
i love my mummy!

Read between the lines,

2010-08-27T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hello earthlings/creatures/humans/alliens! :)
I'm back from hiatus or should I say that finally I've free time to blog.
I know I've not been blogging for the whole month. Was really busy with school stuffs.
Did I mention that I went Malacca for 2days on the 7th of August-8th of August? :)
THUMBS UP for Malacca :)
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So today I'll be blogging about my trip. Enough said, I will skip all the rubbish part + unrevelant parts. I could say that the car trip was...awfully long.. Half of the day were taken away.
Some things happened in between, what a day. Half way there, our car tyre puncture.
We were really lucky because it only spoiled when we reach the resting spot.
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The hotel's check in queue was super long and we've to wait patiently for it.
Oh yeah, We stayed at Makota Hotel, quite a nice place (:
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After checking in, uncle brought us to some sort of night market?
It was super crowded, and i finally eat cockles and clams despite vomiting for the past few days before going to Malacca. Bought little keychains for my little girls. Searched high and low for it too. I loveeeeee all the cute litt things there. Night scenery and atmosphere was really nice.
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Around night time, probably 10pm-11pm. I could say that we were lucky because, we actually saw spectacular fireworks at the balcony at the hotel view. Turn in after listening to some stories.
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Next, had our delicious breakfast. It was yummy.
Our next destination is to shopping centre. 1 whole day is not enough at all.
The shopping centre there was huge! :)
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Food was really nice too. On the way back, i witnessed a car accident.
I think it came out in the newspaper. Sp boy drove the car and caused his girlfriend death?

Yeah, k i got to go read up stuffs already seeyah! :)